Homosexuality not learned or unlearned, it simply is

Register
Jan 22, 2014
Following Sandusky news from 2,000 miles away has its benefits. I can keep up with local news, turn off the computer when I’ve had my fill of snowstorms, and be grateful I relocated to Arizona.

One storm I have not been able to turn off, however, at least in my mind, is the one surrounding the resignation/firing of St. Mary Central Catholic High School band and choir director Brian Panetta.

I have read the stories and opinions regarding the legality, morality and outrage surrounding the issue. But, in sifting through the bluster of emotion and opinion, I realized something important was missing throughout this discussion: The impact on students, especially an often overlooked group of young people who hide their homosexuality or who silently struggle to make sense of their sexual orientation.

An ongoing debate in any community is whether or not homosexuality is a choice. If one asks gays or lesbians when they “became gay” most will explain they knew from an early age they felt different from others even before they understood why. That “feeling” was not a choice; it was as much a part of them in childhood as it is now. Only when they learned the terminology and heard about what is “normal” and “not normal” did they discover they failed to fit into the described norm, heterosexuality.

I understand the issue is not necessarily that Mr. Panetta is gay. The issue is that by announcing his plans to marry and, thus, become physically intimate with another man, he violated the terms of his employment agreement. This violation led to his resignation/firing, and it’s obvious the community feels the impact.

This is when I noticed that missing from this discussion was the potential impact this situation has had on those silently struggling students. As I thought about them, my attention drifted back to my own experiences.

In school, gay classmates were harassed and shunned. I saw their pain and tried to ignore the fact that I could relate so well to them. I feared someone might see what I was trying to suppress even from myself, and I hid behind schoolwork and tennis.

It wasn’t necessarily because I enjoyed those activities; they kept me safe. The more desperately I tried to change the “different” feeling I had known since childhood, the more I grew to detest myself. I fell into a long-lasting depression almost hoping that my selfhatred would destroy me.

My high school guidance counselor accepted me unconditionally, however, and that connection saved my life. She was not gay, but I saw kindness and traits that inspired me to keep going. Without her presence, I might have given up.

Life experience has taught me that homosexuality is not banished by fervent prayer. It is not something that can be turned on or off. It is not learned or unlearned. It simply is.

Reaching that understanding takes time and support.

I do not know Mr. Panetta but, from what I understand, he did an outstanding job and inspired excellence. He used his God-given talent to help students tap into their own gifts. And, yes, he violated his employment agreement in the interest of being true to himself. Whether or not you agree with how he chooses to live his life, it is his life.

When this story fades, SMCC will still have its employment policies and Mr. Panetta will have moved on. However, the young people silently struggling with their sexual orientation and their fears of the consequences of not fitting the norm will remain.

This is the most salient facet of the SMCC/ Panetta storm. I noticed that concern for them was absent from the inches of opinion published these last few weeks. Not because I was looking for it, but because I sensed the void.

I believe we must do what we can to reach these young people, support them, accept them, and help them to reach their potential as they walk their personal path. Each one is important and each one belongs to us. The storms of life will come and go, and all of us deserve to feel accepted both internally and among others.

Tiffany Gray, M.S., ACSM-CPT, is an adjunct faculty member in the Exercise Science department at Mesa Community College, Mesa, Arizona, where she teaches introductory courses in wellness. She also›owns and operates Gray Wellness Consulting LLC, and serves as the exercise specialist for the Family Wellness Program at St. Vincent de Paul, Phoenix. Gray formerly worked for The Sandusky Register as a news clerk

Comments

DickTracey

Cent, arrest??? Does that have anything to do with that newspaper you are starting up? What up?

Centauri

Nope, I have no interest of starting up a newspaper in corrupt OHIO. But I can tell you this. A couple of very wealthy OHIO people are very p!ssed off and will start up a new newspaper in corrupt OHIO. That is all that I can say at this time.

DickTracey

Oh, well, four of them just got arrested and have protection orders against them. You had mentioned a newspaper starting up to put the Register out of business, so I just wondered.

Centauri

"Oh, well, four of them just got arrested and have protection orders against them."

DT, who are the four people? Can you provide links or names to back up your comments?

DickTracey

Four News Mess employees, have restraining orders against them, for using company supplies and contacts to start their own newspaper.

http://www.thenews-messenger.com...

Centauri

Thank you for the link, DT. It is interesting reading and so are the comments connected to the story. The four mentioned in the story have nothing to do with the two wealthy people that I mentioned earlier. Some of Gannett's OHIO newspapers and OHIO affiliates are listed below.

Ohio

Newspaper Network of Central Ohio
Telegraph-Forum, Bucyrus
Chillicothe Gazette
The Cincinnati Enquirer
Coshocton Tribune
The New-Messenger, Fremont
Lancaster Eagle-Gazette
News Journal, Mansfield
The Marion Star
The Advocate, Newark
News Herald, Port Clinton
Times Recorder, Zanesville
WKYC-TV, Cleveland
Rewards Magazine
USA TODAY print site, Newark

John Harville

Edited some of those.
Ottawa County Register is filling a void left by the increasing absence of N-M and N-H.

sanduskymom

Is a former employee of the Clyde Enterprise involved with this too?

Babo

DT, Thanks for this news item. Seems the employees might be working with the Register to create another entity?

In any event did you catch the very interesting story concerning Dr. Wukie and his statement concerning the Register and misinformation?

http://www.thenews-messenger.com....

Wow looks like this might get really ugly.

John Harville

Wukie trying to cover his asp and protect his buddies. Dancing as fast as he can.

John Harville

Oh my... the 'newspaper starting up' rumor again?

Centauri

SamAdams, Do know that God should be NOT be feared. Where did that expression of "God fearing" come from? The God that I know is very loving.

SamAdams

The God you know is doubtless very loving. As long as you toe the line, that is! Your God is a lot like an abusive parent: Be careful not to deviate from various and sundry demands, and you'll bask in the sunshine of Daddy's approval. Never mind that those demands are subject to interpretation and often contradictory! Behave, or be tortured.

Where did the expression "God-fearing" come from? It seems pretty obvious to me that anybody who's actually read the Bible already HAS that answer!

John Harville

God of the OT... before coming to Earth to live among us and learn about us and empathize with us.

John Harville

MODERATOR... please check closely on Centauri. Whether he's just BSing or serious, his attitudes reflect some instability. I'm really concerned if he finds out my identity he will physically try to 'help' me.

Centauri

If Jesus Christ came back to Earth as a messenger of God, you and your ilk would kill Him or send Him to prison.

John Harville, I asked you many questions.

Why did you fail to answer?

John Harville

which ones?

Centauri

John Harville,

I really don't care who you are. If you are the side of evil and lies, you can bet your butt that I will come after you and your ilk. That is my promise. Tell the truth and you have nothing to fear.

John Harville

Is that threat enough?

DickTracey

Moderators: I agree with John, these comments are threatening.

I also find it disturbing that Centauri states on this story, in a comment to Babo, that he will find out who she is and contact her.

Like he can hack into your site and get our info? That's a little creepy, added to his strange comments, through out Saturday night.

In a comment to me he stated that he and others have ruled out the identity of another user, and wants me to get in touch with him? Creepy.

Babo

There you go..lying again.

Babo is a man unlike the two little girls running to tell.

Coram Deo

Biblical scholar Dr.Michael Brown looks straight into the camera and answers the toughest questions that can be posed by homosexuals.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-...

The 12:25 mark is the key.

Centauri

People People!

Please know that God loves everybody.

God has a plan for the evil people. Do know that "purgatory" has other meanings.

http://www.newadvent.org/cathen/...

Do know that I do not promote the catholic faith.

I know what is meant by the word "purgatory" and I am now in purgatory in the present time. I cannot post more.

Centauri

I am atoning for my past sins.

John Harville

"I am atoning for my past sins".... by committing new ones? You only atone by apologizing to those against whom you have sinned.

John Harville

I'm waiting - but not holding my breath.

Centauri

Below is a public document about the judicial release of Elsebeth Baumgartner. It is a public record. I decided to post it here instead of my comment from Sat, 01/25/2014 - 3:27pm.

http://cpdocket.cp.cuyahogacount...
CR-06-478555-A THE STATE OF OHIO vs. ELSEBETH BAUMGARTNER

Copy and paste the above link to your browser if the link doesn't work for you.

If you have problems viewing the above link, let me know.

John Harville

who cares?

From the Grave

It ain't like Chasing Amy~that was written by a man.

John Harville

One hopes MELODY, NATHAN AND DAVID were watching the Grammys. The Church, despite people quoting I Corinthians 6:9-10, is going to have to look to 1 Corinthians 7 with Paul's exhortations that divorce isn't necessarily a bad thing.
Years ago the Church gave its approval to Divorce by couching it in 'annulment' - which bastardized children but left the parents free to remarry - if they could prove God wasn't present at the marriage.
the Church is going to have to 'find a way' to bless Homosexual Marriage by accepting that God IS present - and that homosexuals make fine parents.

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