Struggling. That is the word that describes my October.
When the FIT Challenge started in January, I was fired up and ready to go. Now, 10 months later, I'm lucky if I can even concentrate on the diet and exercise.
My motivation has definitely dwindled. I feel partially that I've been defeated already since Gary is beating me by such a large margin.
It makes me even more depressed knowing that I wanted to win so bad and now doesn't seem like there's much hope in that.
I know this isn't all about the challenge and it is about me being healthier and fit and I'm hoping once this challenge passes and I'm out of the starlight, I can concentrate on me. I know how to do it and what it takes to do it, but for now I think I'm just in a deep slump.
I wanted to thank the couple readers that did respond to my request last week on getting some diet advice. It was all great advice and I really appreciated it.