Mother of 'Rainbow' comes out in new book

Healthy, happy 6-year-old likes being a boy but loves pink, worships Disney princesses
Associated Press
Sep 4, 2013

For Lori Duron, parenting her younger son C.J. is etched in time as B.B. and A.B. — before Barbie and after Barbie.

The 6½-year-old discovered the doll at the back of his mother's closet about four years ago, and she's barely left his clutches since.

In a new book "Raising My Rainbow," the Orange County, Calif., mom describes C.J. as — in a word — fabulous as he lives life largely in pink, playing with girl toys, dressing in girl clothes and worshipping the Disney princesses.

If you want more words, there's "gender nonconforming, gender creative, gender fluid, gender independent, gender variant, has gender identity disorder, or whatever you prefer to call it."

A world of nagging fear and anxiety about raising a boy who wants to be treated like a girl prompted Duron to begin an anonymous blog,, documenting their family's adventures. More than a million readers later, the book from Broadway Books is her humorous coming out.

A conversation with Lori Duron:

AP: How's C.J. doing now?

Duron: He's getting ready to start first grade, so he's great. He's fun. He's a great kid. He's healthy and happy. C.J. could be transgender. We've always been open to that possibility, but right now he's entering first grade as a boy and he likes being a boy. He's already picked out his rainbow-colored, leopard-print backpack and his pink lunch box.

AP: You've tapped into a burgeoning parenting "movement," of sorts, meaning those parents who are allowing their children to be gender creative.

Duron: It has been great that we've met other families. That's part of the reason why I started the blog, because we were feeling so alone and we were feeling like we were the only family going through this and we knew that that couldn't be the case.

This is also something you don't necessarily see when you're out and about because some kids are in hiding, and sometimes their parents don't allow them to be gender creative out in public or even in the house.

I've made amazing friends who are raising kind of this next generation of LGBTQ (lesbian, gay, bisexual, transgender, questioning) youth and we do consider ourselves to be in that community. We may not always be. There's still the possibility that C.J. could identify as straight.

AP: What are some of the fears as a "spokesparent," with the blog and now the book?

Duron: I never anticipated that. I thought I would start this blog and I would meet other families like ours. I never, ever intended to show my face, let people know my name. But because of the emails and the support that I've received, I know it's so important that someone needs to speak out for families like ours. I'll be that person who speaks out. I get some hate mail and I don't like getting hate mail, so there are people who definitely disagree. It would be much easier not to deal with that but it's too important for kids and families like ours. I can't hide.

AP: You're not a fan of Dr. Phil. Have you ever met him?

Duron: I've never met him, no. He said some things that are hurtful, that could be really hurtful to kids like C.J. if parents took his advice to heart. He said if your son is playing with girl toys redirect him toward boy toys. Redirect those feminine behaviors, to limit play things to those in line with their gender. I just think that's so dangerous.

AP: You grew up with a gay brother and brought that experience to the table when C.J.'s preferences for "girl stuff" surfaced.

Duron: I definitely saw my parents make some mistakes. It was a different time and a different place. We lived in a not-so-great area of Los Angeles and we grew up in the '70s and the '80s into the '90s. We come from a very religious home, where homosexuality was considered a sin. I watched my brother struggle and I watched my parents and I promised that I wouldn't make those same mistakes with my kids should they be LGBTQ.

We wouldn't call C.J. a sissy. My brother was called a sissy at home. My brother was encouraged to "man up." We don't try to get C.J. to man up. My brother was not always given the toys that he wanted for Christmas and birthdays. My brother grew up feeling shame and some of it was in direct relation to actions of my parents and some of it was self-inflicted because he knew he should have been doing boy stuff. I know what it can do to someone from a home that isn't totally supportive.

AP: One of the talking points in your reader's guide at the back of the book struck me: Can you parent to the best of your ability when you're concerned about what other people will think or say?

Duron: Yeah, that's something that we had to deal with. It got to the point where we were putting all of these constrictions on C.J. at first, like you can play with your girl toys and put on your girl clothes at home but not in the car. Then it was you can do it in the car but not when we get to the destination, then you could do it at this destination but not that destination. It was making all of us a little bit crazy. No one knew where the lines had been drawn because we had drawn them so many times.

My mom finally said, "What are you guys so afraid of?" because she just saw that we were so anxious and so worried, and I just blurted out the first thing that came to my mind: "I'm afraid of what other people will think," which is so not like me as a person in general, which is so not like me as a parent.

AP: When will parents of gender nonconforming kids get some answers to the tough questions you pose in the book about the root of this behavior? Does their behavior need to be explained?

Duron: The thing that parents like me take away the most is that they're not alone, and that can feel so good, to finally feel like you're not alone in this. That is very powerful.

There's more and more research being done. It's hard. People are just now starting to dedicate the time and the money to research this in children. A lot of parents won't allow their children to participate. I would love to see more studies. That would also raise awareness for kids like C.J.



Stop It

When you start pushing something TO a TWO yr. old kid, well, in IMHO, that would be considered "molding".


Well, I liked playing cowboys & Indians , and with Barbie, no one labeled me. Kids are kids, most kids role model in play , doesn't mean they are gay, duh. Children don't need the extra burden of [ now your gay , so live up to it].


Ok so because he likes bright happy colors and likes dolls he must be evil??? Wow no. See let him play with what he wants to play with, let him be what he wants and let the kid be a kid. I will give props to the parents for allowing the kid to be who he wants to be, and yes putting support out for others. Granted I think half the people that are posting on here need to have there faces smacked for some of there reactions.


This woman should be taken out and horse whipped.

SR is pushing their gay agenda a little much ...every week there's another article about it. Hell, why don't you people start a gay parade in Sandusky they could all march through the SR building.


This is a hot subject for news agency's and gets a lot of page views and a lot of commentary that either turns into more news or into money for them.

They won't stop, nor should they. Freedom of the press.

Don't like it, Don't click on it. They will in-turn get less money from advertising and be hesitant to post another article. Simple business logic.


Yep, And when I rethink my paid subscription to the hard copy as well.

Good idea.


How about we just let little kids be little kids? I can't tell you the number of parents, especially dads, that get so worked up whenever a boy picks up a doll or likes something pink. They immediately scold their son not to play with that because "it's for girls". Who cares? Kids are just playing. Yet it's okay for their daughters to play with cars or balls. I don't get it.

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Thank you for that, Informed. The concept of gender is one that is culturally imposed on people through their personal expectations and such. I would disagree with the mother if she is purposely trying to guide or push her kid into this role she perceives. But, there is nothing wrong with a boy playing with a Barbie or a girl with a car. It is up to the parent to help teach and guide the kid in this situation. To provide feedback and learning opportunities that come with play.

That is also why parental involvement in video games is important. It provides context for what is going on in the story. Just as you aren't gay by playing with a Barbie as a boy, you aren't a serial killer by playing Call of Duty. But you may be more likely if there is no guidance to follow up a play session or to set expectations of behavior after. After all, what else is a child left to think if that is their only example?


Awesome. Someone with common sense on gender roles. Did we not just have an article recently about a teenage girl fighting to get onto a highschool football team?


Informed, most good fathers try to keep their daughters from playing with balls until they're married.

Kottage Kat

Maybe she just wanted something to write about and sell books. The kids a $ maker for mom.


very true very true, Kat.

some of those terms momma uses are just ridiculous.


So the kid has tastes that are generally more common among females. So what? There are women who like to rebuild engines and shoot. There's room for members of both genders in most activities and pursuits.

The whole transgender thing, though, is another matter. The only difference between a male who claims he's really female and a man who claims he's an aardvark is that technology has come up with a way to outwardly manifest some aspects of the former's illusion.


You are forgetting brain development and chemistry. Since some babies are born with genitalia of both sexes, there is no reason not to think that the same issue can arise in the brain.


But the entire creed of feminism and equality is essentially that men's and women's brains are no different. In the movie As Good As It Gets, Jack Nicholson did a good job of portraying the belief that there are differences, and I don't think many women were pleased with what he said.

In any event, that would make for a man with thinking more common to women, which is not the same as being one.


This article does not surprise me.......IT IS CALIFORNIA we are talking about.